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Thursday, July 29, 2004
1:58 AM

i M gEttIng bOrEd...

QuiZzeS n qUizzEs fEr mE...

You are a Blanced Babe!

You're direct and to the point, but never dramatic

You've got the confidence to speak your mind to anyone

But you leave the theatrics to Hollywood

Level headed and emotionally stable, no wonder everyone loves you

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You're a Tad Jealous

And who can blame you? It's a pretty normal emotion.

You tend to keep your jealousy under wraps, except when it matters

You have a good nose for telling if your own jealousy is petty or justified

But occasionally, you do let your passionate envy get the better of you

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Hmm.. tat's explain why i m jealous of my bf sometimes.....

You Are A Relationship Rescuer!

You don't ruin relationships, if anything you keep them together

The key: you respect yourself and your guy. Which goes further than you might think.

You simply treat your guy how you would like to be treated... the old golden rule.

And in return, he treats you like gold - or at least tries. And how perfect is that

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Tuesday, July 27, 2004
11:02 PM

I wOndered how doctors claimed to save lives.. and yet their consultation is so slow. I waited for 2 hrs before finishing my full medical checkup.. Everything seems to crawl as slow as a snail.. waiting fer more than an hour for the queue nO. to jump frOm 58 tO my nO. 62.. -_-"" hOw worse coUld i be??? An hOur to see 4 patients.. Lucky i m not sick.. if not i make sure i puke all over the fLoor fer mAking me wait sO lOng..

Have sOme urine tests.. x-ray.. duNno whY MAcDonald's want thOse information fOr alsO.. haha.. End up.. i got a few packets of multivitamins fer one month.. coz doctor says my bloOd pressure is low... -____-""" Surely i m nOt tat wEak...

Anyway.. tOok a quIz cOz i m real bored.. hEre's the results.. haha.. it seems very gOod.. but i m NOt sure i M reaLLy uP tO it anot.. haha.. u aLL be the JUdges tHEn...

Guys Like That You're Charming

You're the girl most guys can't get out of their heads

Even if they met you on a bad hair day :-)

You just seem to "click" with everyone you meet

So even if a guy forgets about you for a second... his friends haven't!

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Sunday, July 25, 2004
1:14 AM

+*+*+ My DreamhOuse +*+*+

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*~ Be yOur Own bOss ~

One dAy.. i hOpe my drEams wiLL cOme tRue..

Inspiration time fer me..ideas have fLood into my mind frOm everywHere..
And now it's the time to come up with a cOmpany's name.. tHeme.. MissIon n objectives.. n jOtting dOwn all the idEas...

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Anyway, I m lOoking fEr the Lego sEts, Paradisa, it's first manufactured in 1992 and it's last production is in 1997, Dec.. It has a beach tHeme... AnyOne fOund tHose sets selling in Singapore.. pLs tEll mE k? thANkz alotz..

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Happie 10 mOnthsAry tO my d@rling~
ReMember wHat u had *pRomise* me... wE shAll have a smAll talk on every mth 25th, sO that wE can have a better idea on what's on our minds.. and work out the relationship.. Hope we will be able to maintain this relationship.. heez.. And by the time u entered University.. i m still be able to capture whOle of ur heart... =)

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Tuesday, July 20, 2004
12:14 AM

Things have slowly resolved in McCafe... everyone seems to be in a "Happy Family" mood.. No more politics.. Dunno was it becoz i m leaving the cafe sOon that it doesn't seems to matter to me animore.. or things have really been solved. Well, i m quite excited going over to MacDonald's to work as a Training Manager.. first time.. i need to handle situation as a manager.. usually anithing happened or went wrong.. as a normal crew.. i always throw this situation to my manager to handle.. i guess it's the other way round now... But i will be able to gain experience on different aspects i supposed..

Hmm.. as for my darling.. he's getting better now.. guess he needed some space.. that's why i was treated coldly fer the past few weeks.. but it's okie now... can see that he's trying to make the effort to make me happie.. n make me feel like a little princess... I appreciate alot.. Thankz dEar.. just hope that we have more quality time to spend together.. before you go off flying to australia for another 6 weeks again... maybe.. when u have ORD.. things will get better.. =P
Meanwhile... just bear with it okie? >.* i promised not to make too much trouble for you...

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Saturday, July 17, 2004
3:11 AM

My "shifu" was feeling down recently... because of love problems.. surprisingly i still can counsel him quite well when i can't even handle my love life properly.. Contradicting isn't it?
I cracked through my brains, and thought of various romantic ideas for him to chase his girl back... flowers... soft toys... balloons.. candles... come to think abt it.. girls can be quite hard to please at times.. n all these ideas involve lots of money to be wasted just for that one special night.. *shrugged* girls like to be pampered...
Went to catch a movie with my shifu n my buddie~ It's BrotherhOod.. it's not just a movie that show gruesome blood scenes n how heroic that the guys had fight to protect their countries. It's a touching movie... it's abt the close bonding between 2 brothers.. so much so that one is willingly to sacrifice his life to save the other one. How many of us have the courage n unselfishness to sacrifice our life to save our loved ones?
During the movie, there was a scene when a few soldiers were send to plant land mines on the path to their enemy's camp.. it's so dangerous.. i began to visualize what my darling will be doing when there is a war breakout.. *touch wood*... It's sad to think of him leaving me to the front line.. not to mention, he's in the unit to be send to the front line first...recce commanders.. send to spy on their enemies' bases n camp n report it back to headquarters.. how many of them actually survived.. i wouldn't dare to think... let's hope that war will never break out in this small island.. we can't hold it against our enemies not even longer than 72 hrs.. how pathetic is that?
I wonder what will i do... i will want to fight for my country.. even if it means fighting at the front line together with the guys.. but i dun have any experience... they'll probably find me a burden..
I always have an interest for war movies.. i think this is probably the best one after The Patriot... It's always love that drives us to do what seems impossible....

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Thursday, July 15, 2004
12:54 AM

Tonight seems so cold to me.. my tears rolled down my cheeks endlessly... my heart ache...

All of a sudden.. i m feeling insecure.. Just because he is meeting his frends in JP n it's so near.. he din even want to meet me.. n he din reply my msg.. yup n i m here being paranoid n i duNno whOm i can call to talk to..

He always says he still loved me.. the relationship is still strong... but why m i feeling that the relationship is on the roCks? If he really wants someone else.. fOr gOodness sake.. Just tell me n let me gO..

I want to believe tat you love me.. but ur actions dun seem so.. maybe u r too busy... maybe u dun care at all.. maybe u tink tat we are stable.. so we dun need to stick to each other so much... maybe i m just a substitute fer u.. while u wait fer the right one to come....

Sob.. i dun want maybe.. i need an answer.. before i break down sOon....

darling.. can u just give mi an answer... if u still love mi.. show mi tat u cared.. if u dun.. just let mi go....

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Tuesday, July 13, 2004
12:30 AM

Here's are some of the things that i wanna do:

1st- Slimming down.. gOnna keep my weight down to 45kg.. way to go ger..

2nd- A new hairstyle.. plus highlighting my hair.. heeZ..

3rd- Improved on my english... can't imagine tat my english actually still suxx like hell after all these years of education.

4th- SAVE money... for my future..

5th.. repair my laptop... -____-"

6th- get a new hp.. darling's pentium 1 fone is not going to make it sOon..

that's all for now.... shall update when i tot of something else...

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Monday, July 12, 2004
1:09 AM

For the first time.. I felt something strange in my heart...

I m yearning for something...

Excitement... thrilling.....

Maybe tis is the feelings of a guy feels when he's on the verge of finding aNother ger in his attached life...

I dun want to be unfaithful.... i know how it hurts...

but...

i can't supressed that feeling...

i want to have a happy.. stable relationship with my darling... but why has it happened?

I hope i can curb it sOon.. before it raN out of cOntrol...

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Thursday, July 08, 2004
11:01 PM

Wackiness: 44/100
Rationality: 64/100
Constructiveness: 60/100
Leadership: 48/100

You are an SRCF--Sober Rational Constructive Follower. This makes you a White House staffer. You are a tremendous asset to any employer, cool under pressure, productive, and a great communicator. You feel the need to right wrongs, take up slack, mediate disputes and keep the peace. This comes from a secret fear that business can't go on without you--or worse, that it can.

If you have a weakness, it is your inability to say "no." While your peers respect you, they find it difficult to resist taking advantage of your positive attitude and eagerness to take on work. You depend on a good manager to keep you from sinking under the weight and burning out. <-- tIs is very True....

So wat friends think abt mY results of the pErsonality qUiz?

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Monday, July 05, 2004
11:45 PM

When the honeymoOn ends....

The spark of a new coupling often dies down to reveal a bond more solid n unbreakable... or it would just become a routine - just plain old going thru the motions....

I finally experienced wat is being tOo gOod to a gUy... will definitely geT taken for gRanted...

I tot u r different....

BUT..

I was wrong....

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Sunday, July 04, 2004
10:54 PM

After wat it seems like an eternity of slpness nite..

FINALLY..

i had finished sewing the cushion to give my Darling fer his bdae..
"YeSh~!" i shOuted.. i dId it~!

Phew~ and now it's time for me to gO on fer a holiday break... i m tired..

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