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Friday, February 25, 2005
2:26 AM

Here are the pictures that I have taken in Bintan.. It's such a lovely paradise isn't it? Heez..

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Thursday, February 17, 2005
10:26 PM

[Updates] ..

[Sun] We had solved the misunderstanding between us.. Finally~! Heez.. all i can say is that he's a very good friend that will stand by you no matter what happened.. only that the way he expressed them is differently (the more he cared abt u.. the more he'll scold you) Heez.. i supposed that make him special yarh?

If there's chance one day.. i would like to say thank you fer all the care n concern u had shown mi.. n sorry fer always showing u my 'black face' n waking u up in the mids of ur beauty slp.. ohh.. n letting u cleared up most of the mess i had done in my workplace.. oPs.. =X

[Zhu] Thru tis period of my downs.. he was always there fer me.. to cheer me on n make mi lOok at life at a different perspective.. maybe becoz he's more mature.. n been thru much more.. I feel that i could trust him.. afterall.. one wouldn't do so much things fer u.. if they really want to harm you.. like accompanying u fer breakfast even though he's working into wee nights.. giving u morning calls each n everyday when i m working morning shift etc. I just want to thank you fer being there fer me.. n believing that i m innocent..

zhu, Believe in urself that u have the capabilities to further ur studies or bring ur career to a step higher.. thankz fer all the happie memories that u had given mi.. i hope our friendship can stand strong enuff to overcome 'those' obstacles. hai'.. i hope u can hear me...

[My job] After much thinking.. i HAVE decided to look fer a NEW job.. heez.. to start from the basics then to the management.. it's been very tiring working at McDonalds.. partly becoz of my closeness with my boss that make ppl eyes' red.. n becoz of this.. my relationship with my collegues are strained.. I m not an APPLE POLISHER... it's becoz my boss recognized my capabilities n efforts that she lOok so high upon me.. to quit this job i need alot of courage.. especially how to tell my boss when she dotes on me so much. But.. i still believe that it would be better fer mi n everyone.. my presence had caused alot of ripple effect into this workplace.. hopefully when i left.. everything is restored just like before.

[My darling] I dunno wat to do.. told him watever's on my mind.. but we are still awkward when we are together... all i can say is.. we are worse than a pair of normal friends... isn't it sad.. it's not as if the love between us dun exists animore.... just that our paths .. our thinking.. is getting further n further apart..... Alas~

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