Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â do youu have daa gutsÂ Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â to love meÂ Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â

Monday, June 27, 2005
4:14 AM

BOY: I saw her today
GIRL: I saw him today

BOY: It seems like its been forever
GIRL: I wonder if he still cares

BOY: She looks better than before
GIRL: I couldn't stop staring at him

BOY: I asked her how things were going
GIRL: I asked about his new girlfriend

BOY: I'd choose her over any girl i'm with
GIRL: He's probably really happy right now

BOY: I couldn't look at her without starting to cry
GIRL: He couldn't even look at me

BOY: I told her I miss her
GIRL: He doesn't mean it

BOY: I meant it
GIRL: He didn't mean it

BOY: I love her
GIRL: He love his new girlfriend

BOY: I held her for the last time
GIRL: He gave me a friendly hug

BOY: Then I went home and cried
GIRL: Then I went home and cried

BOY: I lost her
GIRL: I still love him

hmm.. somehow.. it resembles something...

< Luv me if u dare-`

A change sounds exactly what i need, but unfortunately i'm incapable of making up my mind on which type.
Approached my ex-boss, she knew what i m going to discuss with her about.. amazing rite? Anyway.. no results till i tok to my current boss later.. coz she doesn't want to override my boss rights.. so my career at Mcd stiLL a mystery.. but i still have a chance to go back JP as a floor mgr.. downgrade myself. hMm.. bUt my ex-boss, Jeslyn, told me it will be wasted fer me.. n she'll tok to my BC on my behalf.. hai'.. i still missed her alot.. One more thing to consider.. she's afraid if i come back.. qi n me will fall fer one another agn.. will we? I wondered... e moment i see him... feelings of hatred n love comes into my heart... how long do i actually need to forget him? I dun remember loving him tat much...

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Congrates Qiang! Hee.. u make it to 2nd Assistant.. i m so happie fer u.. but i m still worried tat u'll bullie qi.. hai.. i know u hate me fer caring him more than u.. sorry..
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< Luv me if u dare-`

Thursday, June 23, 2005
1:28 AM

It's nice to have u back, Qiang.. hmm.. without u ard me.. i feel weird... but when u treat me so nice n with so much concern... i feel bad.. that i can't give u the happiness u want.. sorry..

< Luv me if u dare-`

Wednesday, June 22, 2005
3:14 AM

Maybe i should not commit myself so much in my work...
maybe i'll feel happier..
maybe my appetite will come back..
maybe i wun have nitemares everyday abt my work..
maybe i shld just quit...

i m such a loser.. can't endure hardship..
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I met him.. my heart churned up mixed feelings..
I had been avoiding him for so long.. tinking that time will make feelings fade away.. but why do i still have the hatred feeling when i see him..
When he treats me as good as before.. i feel so miserable... i rather he treat me coldly..

< Luv me if u dare-`

Tuesday, June 21, 2005
3:47 AM

I m such a whining pest.. argh... whining abt my new workplace.. my new boss.. i feel so sad.. 'm utterly disappointed at my low EQ.

It's going to b 2 mths soon.. n i still can't adapt to the new life at JSCC. i missed JP.. more n more each day. n i had become more n more irritating.. losing temper.. scolding *F* words ard.. dAmn it.. yep.. *damn* n *shit* had became my common phrases.

I love Mcd.. but i hate my store.. n i have got 101 excuses of why i hate it. but.. now i have no mood to comment abt it. It's piling inside me each day.. i've changed to a stubborn girl with serious attitude problem. n.. the office politics in JP still remains as serious.. n my beautiful name is still involves in it. Plotting strategies against them became my hobby.. suddenly i seem so dangerous n evil too. i dun want to become like them.. hai' guess i better tender soon..

See.. i m goin' crazy.. dun even know wat i m uttering now..

< Luv me if u dare-`