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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
10:19 PM
Looking back at my 21 years of life, i seem to achieve nothing proud enough to show it to the whole world. Time is flying so fast, yet i m still advancing in such a slow n small pace.
Life is always contradicting isn't it.. people always say "Life is short, Enjoy it to the fullest". But since you only live once, should you lead a simple life and enjoy the beauties and nature of motherworld, or should you strived hard to snag that CEO position, to live in that landed property and to enjoy the riches and luxuries?
Once again, my life is in a mess. Striving so hard to be successful in life, indirectly deteriorates your health, accumulating so much wealth.. in the end.. it's just for the footing of ur hospital bills. Slogging for almost half your life to get that status.. ended up you spend the other half of your life "enjoying" on the hospital bed.
I strived.. i wished.. to setup my biz one day.. but the thought of working alone on the biz plan is discouraging. Seeing all my frends with their husbands and bf giving them the ultimate support, care n concern.. set me wondering where's mine. Does the fault lies in me, or i m just ill-fate to meet any good guys?
How does two person who don't love each other be together? Does loneliness have such power to drive us in a relationship.. for companion.. that the rest of the issues doesn't matter? Well, i m losing in this game.. those sweet little things you have done or say to me.. won my heart.. but just as i m determined to embrace you and love you with all my heart.. i feel.. you dun love me at all.. afterall.. our relationship is formed due to loneliness.. who can i blame except my naive?
Hurt n pain is getting nearer to me.. i fear the process of the pain going thru my heart.. though i had experienced them alot of times... but.. i m still scared..
(tis is a simplifed version.. the one before was lost before i could save. =(
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